Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay
Maybe you''ll leave
Maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow
We'll never know
Baby, you and I

Your Lucky Underwear is Blue

You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them. You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist. Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry. If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first.

places i love : starbucks in liang court, coffeebeans in raffles hospital, the lobby of raffles hospital, delifrance in the airport terminal 1. these are the places i went over the pass week solely to read~ and i love every single one of them.
why must all the cute gurls coming to study in the airport be accompanied by their mothers today~ sigh... looking at girls again, must be hormones...

this was supposed to be entered yesterday night but i was soo tired that i was barely able to go online, let alone come to blogger and blog. i should say yesterday was a very god day for me. i used to think they were close to extinction but i was wrong. the lessons or course in HTA was a bore but the stuff that happened next were the moments i liked.

iw as supposed to meet peifen at 6pm at lau pa sat, but for some reason or another i thought our agreed upon meeting time was 6.30pm. she waited there for like 1/2 and hour but it was not like she din have anything to do. her marketing office was right next door, so she was in the office while i was on my way to LPS. she recommanded to me the cheese prata there and i must say, it was good. partly due to the fact that they used shredded cheese instead of the cheapo cheesedale she that majority of the prata stalls serving cheese prata use. i thought it was supposed to be something like a catch up session but she was soo buzy that she had to return to the office after the meal. so we soon went off on our own ways.

it was barely 7.30 and i was in no mood to go home so i went in search of the nearest coofee beans or starbucks with a sofa to try to finish readin my book. i walked through raffles places, in between the tall businiss buildings, through all the bars and sea food restaurents beside the singapore river, through clark quey, passed fullerton and eventually ended up at Liang Court's starbuck. the nearest java house din really seem near at all. but i guess it was worth it because the sofa was soo comfortable and the place was wonderful!

i think i am chronically lazy! stuff happened at the starbuck i was at. nice stuff that i wanted to blog about last night, but now that i am here, i feel LAZY to type on... grr! perhaps on my next entery. i guess its time to get up. haha these are the perks of having a computer right beside your bed. you dun have to get out of bed to surf the net~

had to attend yet another english course in HTA today. this time its about police report writing. kinda funny coz the instructor made it like we were back in sch and he was just teaching or interacting with another group of jc or secondary sch kids. the class is made up of our new squad, mpc/03. feels abit weird coz you've gotta like go around make frens all over again. i've been hanging around hafiz and salahudin the whole day. don't know how to react to this situation. dun get be wrong, these new guys do seem swell but me being a shy introvert wants others to take the 1st step. got 3 more days to go through so hell yeah to mpc/03!!

lets say its hopeless to hold on. having faith is one thing but being ignorant to the truth is entirely another. guess i have been stubborn. guess i have refused to accept it. metaphorically speaking, you can't change the direction of a river once it has taken its course. i think its time i retreated back to the back alley where its dark and humid. so dark and so humid that rarely anyone would walk through that alley~

i really think lifehouse is a morning band. imagine a morning like today's. it poured earlier but the wrafth of the clouds lessened to a dizzle at around 8. your in the mass rapid transit train, standing by the door in your pullover with your earphones warmly and comfortably secured in your ears and the words and sounds you hear go something like this, "coz its you and me, and all of the people with nothing to do, with nothing to lose". at that moment you look at the people in the train preoccupied in their thoughts and you can't help but feel everything is in place. somehow the comsic flow of nature was perfect. not only for that 'you and me' song but for all of lifehouse's songs. i think they sound the best when you're traveling somewhere in the morning.